Here's a fact about me: I don't like surprises. Never have. I almost always new what I was getting for Christmas before Christmas came. I peeked in shopping bags, I found shopping lists, I even unwrapped presents and
rewrapped when necessary. (Sorry, Mom!)
So, why on earth did I think I would think it would be fun to not find out the sex of our next baby?!?!
It seemed like it would be such a great moment...giving birth and having the doctor announce, "It's a....!!" It made sense practically, too. We've had a girl baby, so we have girl stuff. We've had a boy baby, so we have boy stuff. The planner in me was okay with the situation.
So when the ultrasound came, even thought I realllllllly wanted to know what we were having, I held strong. I knew that if I could just make it through, I would be so glad and excited once again that we were waiting to find out.
But then I got home, and I didn't feel excited. I felt disappointed. I thought it would wear off. It didn't. I began to realize that knowing the sex of the baby is really part of the bonding process for me. I wanted to get the room ready. I wanted to pick out some new special outfits. I wanted to start imagining our family with it's newest member. I wanted to stop calling the baby "it".
And luckily, in what I truly believe was completely God's provision, when I went to see my doctor a few days after my ultrasound, she told me that they had not been able to get all the measurements they needed and I would have to go in for a second ultrasound. A DO OVER!!!
Jeff, being the always supportive and compassionate husband that he is, agreed that we should go ahead and take advantage of the second ultrasound to find out the sex of the baby. (I love that guy!!)
We didn't find out at the appointment. Instead, we had the tech write "BOY" or "GIRL" and place it in an envelope. Tonight we had our families over, and let Grace open the envelope and reveal to all of us that we are having a...


We are thrilled with the news (especially Grace), but truthfully would have been either way. This little girl will have 3 girl cousins very close in age to play with...so fun!!
As always, we asked everyone to come dressed according to their guess.
Team Blue:

Team Pink
